Three years have passed.. I thought I’d never update this blog again…
It’s been a wild ride
A lot has happened and I don’t know where to start. But I will say this:
Many people, including myself, spend our lives working nonstop, following our curiosity and studying so many things at the expense of not knowing our own selves which has a horrible cost…
And this… this is what happened in a nutshell.
I like to think no one will ever see this blog post. And that this message will only be carried in the wind, because right now all I want to do is hide and not even hint about what happened… but I feel the need to at least talk about something related to it.
So I will say this: if you are struggling with depression, sometimes the best way out is to face the pain head on and going through it time and time again. And learn from the experience. Because no matter how bleak life might seem, in the end you will acclimate and come out of it far stronger than you’ve ever been. And the next time the same horrible thing happens, you won’t be fazed by it. The experience will still hurt, but it’ll be far easier for you to stand again. Doing this will take a lot of work, time, and introspection to get right. So always be honest. With yourself and those around you, because that way you can not only ask for the help you truly need, but also shield yourself and those around you as well. Mistakes and miscommunications will always happen, and finding the right friends or people to help you push through can be absurdly hard, but deep down I believe you can get out of this horrible depression you find yourself in. Just never give up. Don’t yield to the pain. Acclimate to it instead. Don’t let it win.
